My nights awake.
I can’t sleep.
I can’t sleep, I can’t dream of anything.
There are faces in the shadows, the rainbow lights…
They are like a sign, an omen of brighter days to come.
Or are they?
I wonder if this world will end soon. Sooner, or later?
Who decides this? who says so?
I want to be covered in clouds.
I want to have this surrounded feeling always, where I am overwhelmed with emotion.
The embrace, the chills, the tightness and relaxation of muscles. All at once.
But if I were to feel this way always, then I would not appreciate it as much, it’s wonder.
So I am happy that I can only feel this ways every once in a while, because it is a good feeling.